Saturday, November 8, 2008
haiz........maybe it really time to let go of everything before i serve my NS bah..........12 dec
how long it have been since that thing happen.....when my lao po become that bastard gan mei.....
wat they did......what they promise me before hand..... and what they did behind my back....
wat fetch her from malaysia send her back, bring her out go ton ,go la teh , let my lao po control him even to the extend of bringing her to his house to see him play manjong......and many many more behind my back...........how will i feel....all behind my back......
then now he ignore my lao po treat her as invisible.... what the hell he wan....is my lao po for him to play de arh...wat interest then play then dote , boring liao then throw one side izzit... is it fair to me mah
i am her lao gong leh
then now my lao po sad sad.... i have to hong her happy , sometime act like a clown but i dun mind doing it as long it make her happy but....... because she know that bastard will reply and ans me so she will be like.... can u help me call wc here i wanna talk to him.....can you ask wc this....wat wc can u help me wat wc........
EVERYTHING IS HIM HIM AND HIM...... WHAT AM I TO YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE?????
HE MAKE U SAD AND I HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS.... WHAT THE FUCK LA and my laopo can even ask me to give up on her and break with her because of that bastard when he is so called only a god bro........
i mean even if u r the god bro....will any god bro bring their mei along like thaT DE MEH EVEN TO THE EXTEND OF LETTING HER CONTROL YOU....WAT THE FUCK!!!!! SHE IS NOT UR GF LEH SHE IS MINE.......
thinking of what she told me in the past .....when that time i let go of her once.... what she say to me that time...... what she wan to be my most 贴心的女人.... what this what that that she lurve me treasure me the most, what i am part of her liao and many many more ...... but now izzit this case that i am important to her........
i dun thing so bah y .... maybe she already place that bastard higher than me le bah.......... all this while i am feeling so cold-feeted and cold hand like she think i will be with her , will not leave her......
yes i will try not to leave her but i really cannot take it anymore.....can anyone tell mie what to do?????
right now i am trying to cling on to her be by her side and other than that i really dunno what to do liao..........
pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls,,,,,i am praying i really want my lao po back with her heart to me and not like this.........
if this continue i really dunno i can handle till when .............but if this really continue........... i will just have to let go bah??????
i really dunno what to do ...... can anyone tell me what to do?????pls i really need someone to guide me out......................................................................................................................
posted at 12:08 PM